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chapter 6

"yousef: ana brd riyadh elyoum. mabi asm3 shay a9eel kfaya"

its been two months. yes yousef haven't talked to me for two months:')

i was depressed. i've never felt like this before!

eeh ana w yousef eftrgna for almost 5 years, bs ma kan z3lan 3lay!

bs now its all different:') 

so its ramadhan already.. 

my family and my friends knew that i'm not okay, but everytime they talk to me about it i refuse to tell them whats wrong, my mum also!

we went to London for tgrebn two weeks.. i didn't have fun at all..

and nothing special happened..

yousef's family yjon bramadhan elshargya! 3shan ahlhum w ketha..

i'm so not ready to see him:')

so today they're coming 3shan byf6ron 3ndna!

it's almost elma3'rb..

Mum: nwrto elbait!

um yousef: mnwr bahlah, wallah eshtgnalkum!

so they kept talking... 

i was thinking about yousef, in any minute he will get in!

and he did.. right after that thought.. 

Bader and yousef came in: Alssalmu 3laikum

everyone: wa3laikum elsalam

yousef: shlonk 5alti?

Mum: b5air el7mdlla ent shlonk?

yousef: b5air..

he looked at me.. :')

yousef: kaifk a9eel?

a9eel: al7amdlla w ent?

yousef: kwais

he sat next to his sister and kept staring at me..

i couldn't hold my tears..  i kept wiping them:')

he texted me!

"t3ali bara abek.."

i got up and he got up after me..

r7na outside..

g3dna sakten for minutes.. 

yousef: laih tbken?

a9eel: ma abki

yousef: ashofk ana?

a9eel:.........

yousef: a9eel enti laih glti 3nha ketha?

a9eel: nouf?

yousef: eeh

a9eel: elklam mu mn jaiby! elklam 9dg

yousef: a9eel! 

a9eel: yousef hy swt'ha mra laih matsweha thania!

yousef: w laih tsweha thania!

a9eel: w ana shdrani! 

yousef: a9eel elbent t3'ert lla7san!

a9eel: yousef wallah ma akthb!

yousef: ana s2lt'ha w nkrt kl shay!

a9eel: wsh ydrek enha ma tkthb? yousef elli bainna shay kber, w tjy nouf bkm sana t3'erk 3lay? twgf m3ha 9'di?

yousef: ana mu wagf m3 a7d, ana wagf m3 el7g!

a9eel: m3 elayam bt3rf ya yousef..

yousef: a9eel, ana ma abi n9'l ketha! ana eshtgtlk

a9eel:.......

yousef came forward to hug me.. but i took a step back

yousef: afa?

a9eel:.......

yousef: 6ayeb. ethbti le klamk?

a9eel: mu mjbor t9dgni! ana elli 3lay swaitah 

yousef: 6ayeb ana bnsa kl shay! a9eel

a9eel: 6ayeb..

he hugged me:') i wanted to cry but i hold it in!

we talked a lot! 

9ar jwalh kl shwy ydg w hw y36i busy..

a9eel: men?

yousef: nouf

a9eel: laih matrd?

yousef: jals m3k

a9eel: rd 3adi shfeek..

yousef called her..

yousef: halla nouf

eeh

la w9lna gbl sa3ten gtrebn

ana m3 a9eel

eeh

la

klshay okay

la nouf

enti esm3eni

yousef got up w ra7 b3eed 3ni w 9ar yklmha w y9ar5.. !

he came back after 5 minutes tgrebn..

yousef: eff

a9eel: shfek

yousef: tghr ya5i

a9eel: laih

yousef: ma tbeni aklmk

a9eel: 5air..

yousef: ezbda ma 3laina..

a9eel: ewa?

yousef: al7en enti tben t8n3eni en ma 3ndk ex?

a9eel: wallah!

yousef: y3ni wla gd klmti a7d?

ana kent aklm bs ma gd y3ni kan baini w bain a7d serious relationship! 

a9eel: ela..

yousef: eeh ashwa! l2nk lw glti la 9fgtk

a9eel: a7 laih?

yousef: l2ni a3rf wa7d kenti tklmenah

:| WHAT..

a9eel: meen?

yousef laughed: 5aaafft

a9eel: kel zg yousef! ana ma gd klmt a7d mn riyadh

yousef: mn shargya hw yuba

a9eel: meen 6ayeb:|

yousef: shd5lk?

a9eel: mabi a3rf a9ln

yousef: eeh eeeh adri bk t7benh ba3ad

a9eel: :| wajaaa3

yousef laughed

yousef: amza7 wallah ma3rf a7ad

a9eel: adri 3nk kalb..

yousef: agol

a9eel: ha

he came closer.... :|

a9eel: shfek

he kissed my cheek.....

he looked at me for a second, got up and left.. 

what was that......

did he just kiss me????

:')

i was paralysed!

i got up w d5lt 3nd ahli

we ate w solfna w klshay:3 its already midnight..

so they're leaving!

i texted yousef..

"can i see you? gbl la tro7on"

"t3ali bra<3"

:"D

so r7t lh bra he was waiting for me..

yousef: halla belzain

i laughed.

i hugged him, he hugged me back<3

yousef: mu shaila b5a6rk 3lay?

a9eel: la

g3dna 9'amen b39' for minutes=)) it was cute!

after that his mum called and he left!

 next day, they also came!

3la elma3'rb ketha.. i haven't saw yousef yet.

f6rna w klshay al7amdlla!

solfna and stuff..

b3d'ha jaa yousef finally.

slm w g3d shway..

yousef: a9eel

a9eel: halla?

yousef: t3ali bgol lk shay

so r7na b3eed 3nhum.. 

yousef: nouf e3trft le

a9eel:........

yousef: s3ud, klamk kan 97. klh..

a9eel: 9dgt al7en?

yousef: ana asef a9eel.. 7gk 3lay!

a9eel: ma 3laik mni, nouf esh by9er?

yousef: ya shai5a jat mn allah! ana halftra karhha.. w hey galt le ana e3trft l2ni mu mt7mla ag3d m3k, yashai5a mn zenk belly may7f9'k!

i laughed

a9eel: a7 kel tha 7ggd!

yousef: wallah kreeha

a9eel: 6ayeb al7en esh elli knt btgolh

yousef: shfek? hatha hw?

a9eel: a7sb 3ndk salfa..

yousef: 6ayeb hathi salfa

a9eel: bay5a ya5i

yousef: shf:| bs6rk

i laughed=))

yousef: 6ayeb a9eel

a9eel: sm

yousef: a7bk

to be continued.....

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