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"yousef seemed serious: wallah ma arj3k

a9eel:…………."

yousef: ektshft enk jd ma twthgen feni!

a9eel: yousef mu wagta! rj3ni

yousef: la

a9eel: yousef w 3'laty 3ndk:')

yousef: la! 

a9eel: shtbii yousef!!

yousef: bshof twthgen law la

a9eel: awthg fek! bs a7d ya5thni ketha fj2a w ygol le ma brj3k aked b5af youseff!!

he hugged me.. :')

yousef: a9eel ana a5af 3laik mn elhwa! tbeni a9'rk? ana moust7el ajr7k a9eel! enti mta bt3rfeen enk t3nen le ashya2 kther? t3nen le kl shay! 

a9eel: yousef abi arj3

yousef looked at me sadly.. i felt bad! bs 9dg int 5ayfa:')

rj3na w ana r7t da5l elshaleh w i cried my eyes out…

elma3'rb.. everyone kano mtjm3en w swalf w gahwa wketha, casual eid!

i was there looking at yousef and how he fakes his smile!

he look desperate1

am i that important to him?

i stood up and sat next to him.

he looked at me, i smiled! 

he looked away:')

i held his hand!

a9eel: ana asfa

yousef: 79l 5air a9eel, ahm shay enti mrta7a

a9eel: yousef ana awthg fek wallah1 bs 5ft

yousef: 5la9 okay

a9eel: r9'ait?

yousef: ma az3l 3laik

a9eel: yousef!

he looked at me.. 

i smiled.

he laughed:')

a9eel: laih t9'7k?

yousef: l2nk h6fa

a9eel: shukran:)

he kissed my cheek

a9eel: wj3 yousef mu gdam elnas

yousef *raf3 7wajba*: 3adi w y3ni?

a9eel: klb

he laughed<33333

day one passed al7amdlla ma9ar ela el5air!

day #2..

everyone is awake!!

its 10am

me and al3noud kna ntmsha bra! w el3yal yl3bon koura

we passed jnbhum

al3noud: shofi yousef cute y3rf yl3b a7sn mnhum klhum

:)….

a9eel: gouli mashalla

al3noud: shglt ana?

a9eel: and

al3noud: mn a7akik 3n yousef tglbeen 3lay! wallah t7benah

a9eel: w eitha a7bah?

al3noud: ma b5leh lk la t7awleen.

WAJA3:|

a9eel: bzyada 9ayra bje7a m3i 3noud

al3noud: er7meni..

a9eel: elsharha 3lay ga3da m3k!

i walked away b3eed 3nha:| wj3 9rt akrhhaa…

yousef noticed en nt'hwash..

he came closer to me w he hugged me so tight!:')

3noud was looking at us mnghraa=))

yousef: shraik feeni

a9eel: kfoo=))

yousef: a3jbk=))

r7na nmshi ana w yousef b3ed shwyy 3n elnass..

g3dna nsolff w kethaa.

i never get bored of yousef!

7ta swalfaah twns:(<333

yousef's mum called, they're leaving:((((((

yousef: yuma ento ro7o ana bjy riyadh bukra

i hugged him immediately=)))

he laughed:( 7ubilaah<3

w g3dna nsolf sa3aa..

we got inside! 

g3dna m3 elnas=)) 9ar 6fsh..

3noud gamt w g3dt greeb mn yousef:):)

w gamt tsolf m3h..

shway w tg3d b79'nh:)

elli ghrni en yousef m36eha jwha:') ughhhh!

after a while she held his hand……

uggghhhh:'''(

bjeee77aa:')

y3ni ana w yousef nmon 3la b39' bs hey w gdam elnas w 3addi ugh:(((

yousef kan y6al3ni bn9 3ain:)))

i got up w r7t my room.. 

i was so pissed shwy w abki:)

like how rude was that!!!

mn el6fsh jllst ashof movies! 

ma 5let movie ma shftaa:)

9pm

r7t downstairs 

w kan elkl ga3d w ketha..

3noud wasn't there=)) a7snn..

yousef kan feh shay!

i sat next to him.

a9eel: shfek?

yousef: mdri

a9eel: yousef

yousef: mu mrta7

a9eel: laih?

yousef: mdri

a9eel: yousef tklm!!

yousef: a7s bshay

a9eel: shlon ya3ni

yousef: madri a9eel

a9eel: 6ayeb sm bellah klshay bykon b5air

yousef: waln3m bellah

yousef: ela enti shsalftk! kl ma klmtni 3noud z3lti w gmti

a9eel: l2nha glelt adb

yousef -rasing his eyebrows-: laih?

a9eel: bs

yousef: t3'aren?

a9eel: haha la

yousef: klba

a9eel: :)

he kissed my cheeks:( pffft:')<333

my dad came in..

my dad: yousef.

yousef: sm 3mi?

my dad looks nervous w wajha mtglb:s

my dad: t3al abek

to be continued……

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"yousef: a7bk."

i stared at him awkwardly… 

he laughed so hard!

i don't understand..

yousef: a7 9dgti?

a9eel: waja3 yousef!

yousef: shklk tu7ffaa!

a9eel: kaalb!

yousef: t5ely a7bk? w n9er ketha couple 

a9eel: w3? a7b meen? ent? bsmallah 3lay1

yousef: 7a9l lk?

a9eel: chub bs yalla!

yousef: adri bk btmoten 3lay a9lan!

a9eel: eeh mara:)

yousef laughed and i laughed.. 

ramadhan passed! elayam tmshi bsr3a:')

this month was perfect!

me and yousef got along together! 

and yes.. i'm starting to fall for him..

i know he's my friend.. but i couldn't stop my self:')

he's so loveable.. 

so it already al3ed.. 

we usually go to chalets on 3ed..

so yea.. sunset all the way!

so this time yousef's family m3ana bel3ed! its gonna be fun:'D

w9lna sunset mn el9ba7!

everyone is here.. except yousef's family..

a9eel: mra mt7msa lelyoum!!

Al3noud: eeeh bzyaddaa! mt7msa ashof yousef, mn kthr 7kek 3nah!

*al3noud is my cousin, she is 15. y3ni a93'r mni b sana.

r7na ntmsha n9'e3 wgt shway 3la mayw9lon elbagi!

w 6b3n sunset z7ma zy el3ada!

b3d 30 minutes they're finally here!!

r7t ela yousef w i hugged him so tight! 

a9eel: i miss you

yousef: kthaba ams shayftni

a9eel: eeh 6ayeb ams

yousef laughed

a7la shay enh i can be so close with him without him noticing that i'm falling for him:(

al3noud kant wrana wagfa w mtn7a byousef:|

a9eel: yousef hathi 3noud, my cousin

yousef: kaifk?

al3noud: ana? b5air.

yousef smiled 

he whispered in my ear: mfhia zyk

a9eel: haha kl zg

so g3dna nmshi ana w hw w 3noud.. 

3noud g6t m3h swalf w s7bo 3lay……

i felt jealous shwy:(( ymkn ktheer b3d…

yousef: yazenk ya3noud

a9eel: YOUSEF

yousef: bsmallah, ha?

a9eel: mta btrj3on riyadh?

yousef: 5la9 matbeni?

a9eel: ela! bs as2l..

yousef: la gouli ma abek 3adi tra

a9eel: yousef:| ga3da as2l

yousef: la ana z3lt 5la9

a9eel: 6ayeb 5la9 a3'er elsw2al.. mta btrj3on mn riyadh mra thania?

yousef: y3ni 3'9b btrj3ena riyadh?

a9eel: yoh yousef!

he laughed..

a9eel: waja3! t6g6g 3lay?

al3noud: wallah kfo yousef

yousef: a3jbk

and he winked to her..

waja3:|

i got up w r7t b3eed 3nhum..

yousef followed me..

he grebbed my hand: shfek z3lti?

a9eel: la abd..

yousef: shfek a9eel?

a9eel: shwy w tgol lha a7bk

yousef: w wain elmushkila 6ayeb?

i looked at him:| 

yousef laughed: t3'aren?

a9eel: laih a3'ar?

yousef: mdri 3nk! ajl leh mnghra?

a9eel: 5la9 rou7 lha mayhm

yousef hugged me:')

yousef: traha ma t'hmni, m7d yhmni 3'airk. w traha bthra wrby, bs aslk lha. 

a9eel: kthab wallah t7bha

yousef: waja3 a9eel sweteni a7bha mra w7da? mn zenha?

a9eel: kthab ent glt lha yazenk

yousef: akthb 3laiha

a9eel: wsh ydreni enk matkthb 3lay?

yousef: ma twthgen feni?

a9eel:……..

yousef: ma twthgen?

a9eel: ela

yousef: 6ayeb 5la9! laih kl halz3l?

a9eel: mdri

yousef: yalla bla dl3

kna wagfen bs ketha w hw 9'amni:(

b3dha el3yal galo lh t3al byro7on jet ski:c

r7t ela 3noud w she kept talking about yousef:) 

al3noud: mra cutte w yjannen! eslobh ya5i mashalla! a9eel shd3wa laih ma3rfteny 3laih mn gbl?

a9eel: wlaih a3rfk 3laih?

al3noud: w laih la?

a9eel: al7en enti shtben feh?

al3noud: wsh ma abi feeh! ma yt9'e3! kfaya 36ani wjh!

allah ysam7k yousef…..

a9eel: 5leh 3nk bs!

al3noud: shfek 39bti? shklk t7benah? 

a9eel: la 7sha

al3noud: uha..

and she finally stopped talking about yousef! 

g3dna ntklm 3n ashya2 3adia..

w glt lha 5lena nro7 jet ski m3hum galt ok!

r7na 3ndhum w glna lhum nbi jet ski w kan fe bs wa7d! w a5thtaa 3noud:):):)..

ja yousef l3ndi..

yousef: btrkben? 

a9eel: la

yousef: laih?

a9eel: mafeh 5l9o?

yousef: ama?

a9eel: eeh

yousef: wallah? ya7ram

a9eel: :) t6g6g?

yousef laughed: agol t3ali e93di m3i bs!

a9eel: la t5yl

yousef: wshu? 3adi!

a9eel: la ast7y 

he laughed so hard:| ldrjt enh 6a7 belmoya:)

a9eel: 5air?

yousef: enti tst7eeen? mn mta?

a9eel: waja3 yousef!

yousef: agol t3ali bs t3ali!

so 93dt m3h:( a9ln i wanted to.. bs glt mddri kaif:(

i hugged him from behind 

it was fun!!

r7na b3eed w wgf yousef fj2a..

a9eel: shfeh? la tgol 5l9 elbnzen!

yousef: la ana wgft

a9eel: laih?

yousef: bs! ng3d shwy..

a9eel: la abi nmshi

yousef: la

awkward:| 5ft shway…

a9eel: yousef abi arj3

yousef: la

a9eel: yousef

yousef:……..

a9eel: allah y5lek

yousef seemed serious: wallah ma arj3k

a9eel:………….

to be continued…

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chapter 6

"yousef: ana brd riyadh elyoum. mabi asm3 shay a9eel kfaya"

its been two months. yes yousef haven't talked to me for two months:')

i was depressed. i've never felt like this before!

eeh ana w yousef eftrgna for almost 5 years, bs ma kan z3lan 3lay!

bs now its all different:') 

so its ramadhan already.. 

my family and my friends knew that i'm not okay, but everytime they talk to me about it i refuse to tell them whats wrong, my mum also!

we went to London for tgrebn two weeks.. i didn't have fun at all..

and nothing special happened..

yousef's family yjon bramadhan elshargya! 3shan ahlhum w ketha..

i'm so not ready to see him:')

so today they're coming 3shan byf6ron 3ndna!

it's almost elma3'rb..

Mum: nwrto elbait!

um yousef: mnwr bahlah, wallah eshtgnalkum!

so they kept talking... 

i was thinking about yousef, in any minute he will get in!

and he did.. right after that thought.. 

Bader and yousef came in: Alssalmu 3laikum

everyone: wa3laikum elsalam

yousef: shlonk 5alti?

Mum: b5air el7mdlla ent shlonk?

yousef: b5air..

he looked at me.. :')

yousef: kaifk a9eel?

a9eel: al7amdlla w ent?

yousef: kwais

he sat next to his sister and kept staring at me..

i couldn't hold my tears..  i kept wiping them:')

he texted me!

"t3ali bara abek.."

i got up and he got up after me..

r7na outside..

g3dna sakten for minutes.. 

yousef: laih tbken?

a9eel: ma abki

yousef: ashofk ana?

a9eel:.........

yousef: a9eel enti laih glti 3nha ketha?

a9eel: nouf?

yousef: eeh

a9eel: elklam mu mn jaiby! elklam 9dg

yousef: a9eel! 

a9eel: yousef hy swt'ha mra laih matsweha thania!

yousef: w laih tsweha thania!

a9eel: w ana shdrani! 

yousef: a9eel elbent t3'ert lla7san!

a9eel: yousef wallah ma akthb!

yousef: ana s2lt'ha w nkrt kl shay!

a9eel: wsh ydrek enha ma tkthb? yousef elli bainna shay kber, w tjy nouf bkm sana t3'erk 3lay? twgf m3ha 9'di?

yousef: ana mu wagf m3 a7d, ana wagf m3 el7g!

a9eel: m3 elayam bt3rf ya yousef..

yousef: a9eel, ana ma abi n9'l ketha! ana eshtgtlk

a9eel:.......

yousef came forward to hug me.. but i took a step back

yousef: afa?

a9eel:.......

yousef: 6ayeb. ethbti le klamk?

a9eel: mu mjbor t9dgni! ana elli 3lay swaitah 

yousef: 6ayeb ana bnsa kl shay! a9eel

a9eel: 6ayeb..

he hugged me:') i wanted to cry but i hold it in!

we talked a lot! 

9ar jwalh kl shwy ydg w hw y36i busy..

a9eel: men?

yousef: nouf

a9eel: laih matrd?

yousef: jals m3k

a9eel: rd 3adi shfeek..

yousef called her..

yousef: halla nouf

eeh

la w9lna gbl sa3ten gtrebn

ana m3 a9eel

eeh

la

klshay okay

la nouf

enti esm3eni

yousef got up w ra7 b3eed 3ni w 9ar yklmha w y9ar5.. !

he came back after 5 minutes tgrebn..

yousef: eff

a9eel: shfek

yousef: tghr ya5i

a9eel: laih

yousef: ma tbeni aklmk

a9eel: 5air..

yousef: ezbda ma 3laina..

a9eel: ewa?

yousef: al7en enti tben t8n3eni en ma 3ndk ex?

a9eel: wallah!

yousef: y3ni wla gd klmti a7d?

ana kent aklm bs ma gd y3ni kan baini w bain a7d serious relationship! 

a9eel: ela..

yousef: eeh ashwa! l2nk lw glti la 9fgtk

a9eel: a7 laih?

yousef: l2ni a3rf wa7d kenti tklmenah

:| WHAT..

a9eel: meen?

yousef laughed: 5aaafft

a9eel: kel zg yousef! ana ma gd klmt a7d mn riyadh

yousef: mn shargya hw yuba

a9eel: meen 6ayeb:|

yousef: shd5lk?

a9eel: mabi a3rf a9ln

yousef: eeh eeeh adri bk t7benh ba3ad

a9eel: :| wajaaa3

yousef laughed

yousef: amza7 wallah ma3rf a7ad

a9eel: adri 3nk kalb..

yousef: agol

a9eel: ha

he came closer.... :|

a9eel: shfek

he kissed my cheek.....

he looked at me for a second, got up and left.. 

what was that......

did he just kiss me????

:')

i was paralysed!

i got up w d5lt 3nd ahli

we ate w solfna w klshay:3 its already midnight..

so they're leaving!

i texted yousef..

"can i see you? gbl la tro7on"

"t3ali bra<3"

:"D

so r7t lh bra he was waiting for me..

yousef: halla belzain

i laughed.

i hugged him, he hugged me back<3

yousef: mu shaila b5a6rk 3lay?

a9eel: la

g3dna 9'amen b39' for minutes=)) it was cute!

after that his mum called and he left!

 next day, they also came!

3la elma3'rb ketha.. i haven't saw yousef yet.

f6rna w klshay al7amdlla!

solfna and stuff..

b3d'ha jaa yousef finally.

slm w g3d shway..

yousef: a9eel

a9eel: halla?

yousef: t3ali bgol lk shay

so r7na b3eed 3nhum.. 

yousef: nouf e3trft le

a9eel:........

yousef: s3ud, klamk kan 97. klh..

a9eel: 9dgt al7en?

yousef: ana asef a9eel.. 7gk 3lay!

a9eel: ma 3laik mni, nouf esh by9er?

yousef: ya shai5a jat mn allah! ana halftra karhha.. w hey galt le ana e3trft l2ni mu mt7mla ag3d m3k, yashai5a mn zenk belly may7f9'k!

i laughed

a9eel: a7 kel tha 7ggd!

yousef: wallah kreeha

a9eel: 6ayeb al7en esh elli knt btgolh

yousef: shfek? hatha hw?

a9eel: a7sb 3ndk salfa..

yousef: 6ayeb hathi salfa

a9eel: bay5a ya5i

yousef: shf:| bs6rk

i laughed=))

yousef: 6ayeb a9eel

a9eel: sm

yousef: a7bk

to be continued.....

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