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a9eel: 5air? ma a3rfk a9lan!

M: a9eeli 

a9eel: wj3

M: eshtgtlk

a9eel: meen!

M: 6ayeb hdi w agolk

a9eel: yalla!

M: Mishari

a9eel: n3m? ma a3rf a7d btha elesm!

mishari: ee mat3rfeni

a9eel: shtbbyy ent!

mishari: abek

a9eel: bye

i deleted him.

he sent a pin message.

"swi accept."

i didn't reply

"i know that you're home alone."

:|……. GOD!

"scared?"

"shtbi?"

"swi accept."

swait accept:')

a9eel: ?

M: 5fti 7bebti? ma a5of tra

a9eel: la tgol 7bebti

M: ezbda 7bebti

a9eel: :)

M: shlonk

a9eel: shtbi?

M: shofi ya a9eel, btklmeni zy elnas w el3alm w tswen elli abeh. l2nk eitha ma swaiti elli abeh by9er shay may3jbk

a9eel: t5ofni ya3ni? w esh btswi ya b6l?

M: ma etfgna 3la ketha baba a9eel.

a9eel: bye bs

and i deleted him again..

two minutes later, someone is knocking the door.

:'))))

i looked out mn elshbaak makan fe a7d!

i called yousef and he didn't pickup!

i sent him a message i told him everything!

he didn't reply!

kan a7d yswili pings and i know it was him!

a9eel; ESH!!

M: 5fty?

a9eel: :s

M: mabswelk shay=))

a9eel: may9'7k!!

M: ela.

a9eel: ya allah!

M: eeh sh5bar yousef? ma yrd 3laik hah?

what the effing eff!!!

a9eel: shtby:s

M: galbi 5aft=)) 5la9 yuba bye:* b3den ntfahm

and he deleted me!!!!!

??????????? WWHAAT!

ma fhmt shay w 9'let kl elyom 5ayfaa:') 

yousef called after two hours and he was mad at me he came home w hawshni

a9eel: ana shd5lni t'hawshni!!

yousef: laih tsween accept!!!

a9eel: yousef kent 5ayfaa!

yousef: w law 9ar lk shay a9eel!

a9eel: y3ni bt'htm? w ent elyom b6oulh safhni? yhmk yousef? ma a9'n!!

yousef: ana ma yhmni a9eel? ana a9eel mat'hmni? meen yhmni ajl?

a9eel:………

yousef: enti 3glk 9'arb feh shay!

i couldn't help it w bkaait:) 

he came closer and hugged me

yousef: 5la9 79l 5air la tbkeen ana bshof 7l ela hatha enti la t5afeen…

g3dna shwy kethaa:(

yousef: gomi nshof movie.

a9eel: mali 5lg bnam

yousef: bt5leni bro7i?

a9eel:………

yousef: amz7 5la9, yalla gomi nami

a9eel: goodnight.

r7t to my room w 6b3n ma nmt bsr3a:') bs i tried.. 

next day

yousef woke me up 3shan n6l3 nf6r 6l3na w kelshayy..

while we were eating kan fe wa7d bel6awla greeb mina!

he kept staring at me..

i ignored him! 

w ma glt ela yousef 3nah!

bs 9ar y6al3 elli bzyada:s 

w tbh shkait enh mshari elli ams!

a9eel: yousef shof thak y6al3 bzyada mn awl majaina.

yousef: wain 

a9eel: wrak

yousef looked at him..

yousef: 5lek hena la tt7rken

he got up w ra7 l3ndah w 9aro y7kon.. ma kent asm3 ssh ygolon

bs fj2a 7sait yousef 9ar m39b:s

wgf m3h yje kethe 5 minutes w rj3 l3ndi!

a9eel: sh9ar?

yousef: 5air enshalla. gomi nro7 elbait

a9eel:……….

we went back home w yousef kan 6oul el6reg sakt!

when we arrived home..

a9eel: yousef sh9ar?

yousef: nouf

a9eel: men nouf?

yousef: km nouf n3rf?

a9eel: shfeha? shd5lha

yousef: hey sub klshay, mswia feha elb6la elli bt5wfk.

a9eel: ana? laih ana

yousef: 3shank m3i?

a9eel: 6ayeb w esh by9er al7en?

yousef: m3lek ana btfahm m3ha!

a9eel: la yousef mabi mshakl

yousef: ma3lek

a9eel: 6yb..

w g3dna nsolf n3'er elmaw9'o3:c

yousef fell asleep:):(

i went upstairs ajeb jwali

when i was going up i felt dizzy w jany headache elli mra ouch:')

i stopped there, not feeling a thing!

i started not to see, the only thing i saw was darkness, i wanted to call yousef but i couldn't i fell!

i fainted.

to be continued…

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yousef kan ga3d 3la el ps kl elwgt:)

i got bored!

a9eel: yousef waja3 gom 

yousef:………

a9eel: youusssef

yousef: ha

a9eel: hwwett!

yousef: shfek 6ag lk 3rg

a9eel: erj3 riyadh.

yousef looked at me: a7 a7 shd3wah bu a9l

a9eel: bu a9l? wsh shayfni? trani bent heehh!

yousef: eeh 3adi bu a9l.

a9eel: youuuseff!

yousef in a calm way: a9eel

a9eel:……… 

yousef: 5ggtt m3i yawallad

a9eel: a33!! sheen elthegga!

yousef: amana manebb 7lww? wallah ajannnenn!

a9eel: w3 matshof mraya ent?

yousef: la a5af a7sdni

a9eel: sheen w samj! yarbeehh..

yousef: 3la asas enk 7lwa al7en?

a9eel: tgdr tgol 3'air ketha?

yousef:……

a9eel: hah? hah?

yousef: el9ra7a? la.

a9eel:………..

yousef: heeh? wen w9lti

a9eel: 9dg ana 7lwa?

yousef laughed so hard 7tta enh he fell:))))

a9eel: elzg 6oul 3umrh zg:')

yousef: afa bu a9l z3lt 3leenaa?

a9eel: chub

yousef came closer and he kissed my cheek.

yousef: mayhwn 3lay z3lk, ya7lwa.

i hugged him:(<3

yousef: a9eel t7beni?

a9eel: ha

i was shocked! like yousef ma a3rf eitha hw ymz7 wla laa!! 

yousef smiled: amz7

it was weird. cause he never smiles when he's "kidding"..

i didn't want this to end..

a9eel: ent t7bni?

yousef: and ma ylog 3lek tmz7en.

a9eel: ma amz7.

yousef:……..

a9eel: yousef

yousef: w eitha glt lk eeh?

a9eel: ma b9dgk.

yousef laughed: mn zenk 3shan a7bk?

:((((( 

skt 3nah w he felt eni z3lt:')

yousef: z3lti?

a9eel: la hw..

yousef: a7bk la tz3leen

a9eel:………

……

…………..

esh glt?

yousef laughed.

and he came closer..

he whispered in my ear: a7bk

that. felt. like. :') 

i don't even know how to explain it!

can he get any cutteeeer? 

a9eel: kthab wallah.

yousef: ana kthab?

a9eel: eeh.

yousef: m3lesh bkl shay akthb ela tha.

a9eel: eeh 6ayeb 3la 5air.

yousef: a9eel jd a7ki la t5leni andm.

a9eel: mu 3lay halklam yousef a3rf 7rkatk.

yousef: ouch.

a9eel:……….

a9eel: seriously?

yousef: esh?

a9eel: t7bni?

yousef: wsh 9arly agol mnsa3?

a9eel: yousef 5la9 bla mz7

yousef: ma amz7 a9eel!

a9eel: laih

yousef: esh elli laih?

a9eel: laih t7bni

yousef:……….. 

a9eel: yousef rd 3lay

yousef: shay 6be3i tha

a9eel: w shloun y3ni

yousef: shofi km 9arlna w 7na n3rf b39'.

a9eel: y3ni ent t7bni bs 3shan elwgt elli bainna?

yousef: la!

a9eel: ajl esh..

yousef: a7bk 3shanni a7bk.

a9eel:……….

yousef: ana mabek t9dgeni ahm shay ana a3rf eni a7bk.

a9eel: yousef:(( 

and i teared, idk whyyy bs i felt like:')

he hugged me.

yousef: don't, please don't. a9eel it kills me a plenty of times when you cry!

please stop dmo3k 3'alia!

a9eel: i always wished to hear it from you!

yousef:……….

yousef: you love me???

a9eel:………….

yousef: a9eeel rdyy 3laay!

a9eel: mdri

yousef: y3ni you don't

a9eel: mdri yousef

yousef: rsh enti 7yatk klha mdri a9eel hy eeh aw la!

a9eel:………….

yousef: 6ayeb.

he got up w 6l3 bra:'''')

i called him a lot!

makan yrd abd:')

b3den he sent a message

"ana m3 a5wyay, la tft7en elbab la7ad."

"mta raj3?"

and he didn't reply.. 

i chatted with my friends b bum wketha a9'e3 wgt..

jani request mn "M"

sawait accept.

A9eel: Meen?

M: afaa! amdak tnseni?

to be continued……

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my dad: yousef sm bellah

yousef: 3mi sh9ayr

my dad: sm

yousef: bissmellah

my dad: kl shay y9er ya yousef byd allah, w klshay mktob!

yousef: 3mi

my dad: ahlk 9abhum 7adth yousef..

the other side

i was sitting there.. not feeling good!

i can feel yousef, he's not good..

god:')

yousef came out, his eyes are full of tears that he couldn't handle!

he immediately hugged me and cried so hard!

a9eel: yousef shfeek!

yousef e7ki

yousef while crying: a9eel

my dad told us what happened! everyone was shocked..

his mum and two sister died:')

his dad.. y3lm allah b7alah!

this is so hard! so untrue… 

i was crying! and trying to calm yousef down!

it felt so bad seeing him hurt:')

and what makes it even worse, that i can't do a thing about it!

i just wanted to skip to the part when everything is going to be okay again!

one week passed, it was full of sadness..

yousef's tears never stopped. he's so tired!

i feel the same!

he didn't speak with anyone!

the good news that yousef's dad is okay!

but that didn't make it a lot better.

at the hospital.. 

yousef was sitting next to his dad!

we came in

i looked at yousef, ma rf3t 3aini 3nh:')

it hurts seeing him like this!

he came and hugged me..

a9eel: yousef t3al bra

r7na bra and he was still hugging me.

he is helpless! 

yousef: a9eel

i looked at him

yousef: umi.. ghada w lama

a9eel: ed3i lhum yousef y7tajona!

yousef and his mum were so close!

and he can't live a day without her:')

three months later..

school opened, everything is normal!

yousef and his dad are back to riyadh!

we kept in touch

kent aklmh bbm Skype phone w kethaa..

he's a lot better than before! bs still y3ni fj2a ynfs w ketha:')

weekend:

its thursday, i didn't feel like going out, so i stayed at home!

my brother kan y7arshni :)

so i got mad and got upstairs

i called yousef.

a9eel: alo

yousef: hallaa belzaaain

a9eel: eff akrah bader akrahhh!

yousef: shswa

a9eel: wsh ma swaa!

yousef: 6ayeb hdi al7en enti w esm3enni

a9eel: ha sh9ayer?

yousef: abuy ybeni ajy ag3d 3ndkum tha elweekend! mdri sh3nda..

a9eel: KTHAB OH MY GOD 7MAAS

yousef: chub bs! adri 7mas bs galbi mu mt6mn

a9eel: la 3adi mafi shay

yousef: ezbda, shtben ajeblk mn hena?

a9eel: allah 7sstni enk 3ayesh bdubai tra klha riyadh.

yousef: elsharha 3la elli ybe yjeblk hdyyaa!

i laughed and we kept talking for an hour!

gflt so he could pack up his stuff and come to shargya!

i planned everything!

this is going to be fun:')

its 5pm! 

yousef's here!

i hugged him so tight when he arrived!

yousef is still tired and he didn't get over his mum and sisters' death:')

but he doesn't show it!

my family ra7o sunset w byg3don hnaak kl elweekend;c

so its only me and yousef!

to be continued.....

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"yousef seemed serious: wallah ma arj3k

a9eel:…………."

yousef: ektshft enk jd ma twthgen feni!

a9eel: yousef mu wagta! rj3ni

yousef: la

a9eel: yousef w 3'laty 3ndk:')

yousef: la! 

a9eel: shtbii yousef!!

yousef: bshof twthgen law la

a9eel: awthg fek! bs a7d ya5thni ketha fj2a w ygol le ma brj3k aked b5af youseff!!

he hugged me.. :')

yousef: a9eel ana a5af 3laik mn elhwa! tbeni a9'rk? ana moust7el ajr7k a9eel! enti mta bt3rfeen enk t3nen le ashya2 kther? t3nen le kl shay! 

a9eel: yousef abi arj3

yousef looked at me sadly.. i felt bad! bs 9dg int 5ayfa:')

rj3na w ana r7t da5l elshaleh w i cried my eyes out…

elma3'rb.. everyone kano mtjm3en w swalf w gahwa wketha, casual eid!

i was there looking at yousef and how he fakes his smile!

he look desperate1

am i that important to him?

i stood up and sat next to him.

he looked at me, i smiled! 

he looked away:')

i held his hand!

a9eel: ana asfa

yousef: 79l 5air a9eel, ahm shay enti mrta7a

a9eel: yousef ana awthg fek wallah1 bs 5ft

yousef: 5la9 okay

a9eel: r9'ait?

yousef: ma az3l 3laik

a9eel: yousef!

he looked at me.. 

i smiled.

he laughed:')

a9eel: laih t9'7k?

yousef: l2nk h6fa

a9eel: shukran:)

he kissed my cheek

a9eel: wj3 yousef mu gdam elnas

yousef *raf3 7wajba*: 3adi w y3ni?

a9eel: klb

he laughed<33333

day one passed al7amdlla ma9ar ela el5air!

day #2..

everyone is awake!!

its 10am

me and al3noud kna ntmsha bra! w el3yal yl3bon koura

we passed jnbhum

al3noud: shofi yousef cute y3rf yl3b a7sn mnhum klhum

:)….

a9eel: gouli mashalla

al3noud: shglt ana?

a9eel: and

al3noud: mn a7akik 3n yousef tglbeen 3lay! wallah t7benah

a9eel: w eitha a7bah?

al3noud: ma b5leh lk la t7awleen.

WAJA3:|

a9eel: bzyada 9ayra bje7a m3i 3noud

al3noud: er7meni..

a9eel: elsharha 3lay ga3da m3k!

i walked away b3eed 3nha:| wj3 9rt akrhhaa…

yousef noticed en nt'hwash..

he came closer to me w he hugged me so tight!:')

3noud was looking at us mnghraa=))

yousef: shraik feeni

a9eel: kfoo=))

yousef: a3jbk=))

r7na nmshi ana w yousef b3ed shwyy 3n elnass..

g3dna nsolff w kethaa.

i never get bored of yousef!

7ta swalfaah twns:(<333

yousef's mum called, they're leaving:((((((

yousef: yuma ento ro7o ana bjy riyadh bukra

i hugged him immediately=)))

he laughed:( 7ubilaah<3

w g3dna nsolf sa3aa..

we got inside! 

g3dna m3 elnas=)) 9ar 6fsh..

3noud gamt w g3dt greeb mn yousef:):)

w gamt tsolf m3h..

shway w tg3d b79'nh:)

elli ghrni en yousef m36eha jwha:') ughhhh!

after a while she held his hand……

uggghhhh:'''(

bjeee77aa:')

y3ni ana w yousef nmon 3la b39' bs hey w gdam elnas w 3addi ugh:(((

yousef kan y6al3ni bn9 3ain:)))

i got up w r7t my room.. 

i was so pissed shwy w abki:)

like how rude was that!!!

mn el6fsh jllst ashof movies! 

ma 5let movie ma shftaa:)

9pm

r7t downstairs 

w kan elkl ga3d w ketha..

3noud wasn't there=)) a7snn..

yousef kan feh shay!

i sat next to him.

a9eel: shfek?

yousef: mdri

a9eel: yousef

yousef: mu mrta7

a9eel: laih?

yousef: mdri

a9eel: yousef tklm!!

yousef: a7s bshay

a9eel: shlon ya3ni

yousef: madri a9eel

a9eel: 6ayeb sm bellah klshay bykon b5air

yousef: waln3m bellah

yousef: ela enti shsalftk! kl ma klmtni 3noud z3lti w gmti

a9eel: l2nha glelt adb

yousef -rasing his eyebrows-: laih?

a9eel: bs

yousef: t3'aren?

a9eel: haha la

yousef: klba

a9eel: :)

he kissed my cheeks:( pffft:')<333

my dad came in..

my dad: yousef.

yousef: sm 3mi?

my dad looks nervous w wajha mtglb:s

my dad: t3al abek

to be continued……

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